Wednesday, February 10, 2016

second year first semester

WEHUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

:((

i finally reached level 2 of my study! *excited* yay!!!!! actually in UIA the level of the studies will depends solely on Credit Hour. if your CH is not enough to reach certain level then you will stuck on the same level. for example, my classmate, she enrolled together with me but till now she is still on level 1, because for the first semester she only took the minimum CH which was 12 CH, and for the next semester she also took 12 CH. and for this semester, she is taking 15 CH. the CH for previous semesters that she took was only 24 CH, that was not enough to reached level 2. because to reach level 2 you need to obtained 31 CH and above. like mine, for the first semester i only managed to took 15.5 CH due to all the section for all subjects were closed and the management gave priority to seniors -.- and for last semester i took 18.5 that would sum up to 34 CH in total. that was enough to make me reached level 2.

so this semester is really scaryyyyy. because the core subjects are so damn hard >< 

i wonder if i could get dean's lists again ><

and my dream is to get at least 3.6 CGPA that would grant me FREE STUDY LOAN. i dont have to pay the loan that for almost rm 30 000 plus :( 

ergh. that scares me.

for this semester i'll be taking these subjects.

comparative politics
public administration
modern history of europe
science of quran
critical n creative thinking
islamic ethics
tilawah al quran 2

WISH ME LUCK :(




Tuesday, January 12, 2016

e-gift cards

Assalamualaikum and hi everyone! :)

Actually nothing much happened to me during these past days except that I'm struggling with my final exam. for this semester i took 18.5 credit hour equivalent to seven subjects. I'M ALMOST DEAD BUT NAHHH still kicking.lol. 




What I hate the most when it comes to finals? When I actually have read that particular topic but when I was in the hall I hardly could recall anything it was so fishing annoying :( besides seeing others focusing on their answer meanwhile my mind was shifting to another place then bammmmmmmm I just wrote whatever that I felt right?

I know :( it sucks. terribly. 






But there's something that cheered me up for a bit. it's because of e-gift cards! say what!!! What is e-gift cards by the way? hold up guys. Wow let me tell all of you about this e-gift cards. take a deep breath. 

now

lets go

It's about E-gift cards!!! Now even Zalora has offered the e-gift cards. Let's check this out.

So E-Gift Cards are used just like regular Gift Cards online or in stores. This also means that it is the newest way and also the way of the future for online shopping.You can easily buy and own it. It could not get any better than this!! I'm so hyped up for this. Of course there are many benefits for this e-gift cards.

BENEFITS OF E-GIFT CARDS







Everyone knows the existence of e-gift cards since online shopping has become the ‘IT’ thing in this modern era. However, some may know the use and benefits of purchasing e-gift cards. It may seem like an ordinary shopping voucher to shop at your favourite stores but it definitely is perfect for men and women to enjoy especially when they are on a tight budget. It cannot be denied that we have times when we do not have that many cash on us but still want to reward ourselves with new fashion items. This is where e-gift cards come in handy as you can enjoy shopping your saved gift card and get the items you want as long as the e-gift card is not expired. 





Besides that, if you have a friend’s birthday coming on or even any special occasions, and have no idea what to give as gift to them, e-gift cards will be the perfect choice. Do some research on the sites or brands the person likes and purchase e-gift cards for them to shop online. This is definitely the perfect way if you are clueless on what to give a person as no one can ever resist the temptation of a free e-gift card to shop. 


 Other than that, e-gift cards allow you to stay within budget. For example, if you are afraid that you would shop over the budget you had set, e-gift cards is the way to go. You can buy a e-gift card with any amount available and only limit your items to reach the value amount of the gift card. It will absolutely help you only pick items which you can adjust the closest to the value of the e-gift card without ever worrying you overspend. If you are someone who loves fashion, ZALORA also offers a few choices of e-gift card values and you can purchase them immediately to experience a whole new online shopping experience.




now....
whoah that's interesting right? it makes me feel like buying the e-gift cards for myself,lol, i know that sound pathetic but actually it does not. Hey, you can also buy this for someone else as it is a prefect gift for your friends, boyfriend, girlfriend, parents, family heyyyyyyyy or even your crush *blushing* 

so what are you waiting now?

let's buy ZALORA E-gift cards! 



Sunday, January 10, 2016

Great news!

Assalamualaikum and hi everyone! :)

Actually nothing much happened to me during these past days except that I'm struggling with my final exam. for this semester i took 18.5 credit hour equivalent to seven subjects. I'M ALMOST DEAD BUT NAHHH still kicking.lol. 




What I hate the most when it comes to finals? When I actually have read that particular topic but when I was in the hall I hardly could recall anything it was so fishing annoying :( besides seeing others focusing on their answer meanwhile my mind was shifting to another place then bammmmmmmm I just wrote whatever that I felt right?

I know :( it sucks. terribly. 






But there's something that cheered me up for a bit. it's because of e-gift cards! say what!!! What is e-gift cards by the way? hold up guys. Wow let me tell all of you about this e-gift cards. take a deep breath. 

now

lets go

It's about E-gift cards!!! Now even Zalora has offered the e-gift cards. Let's check this out.

So E-Gift Cards are used just like regular Gift Cards online or in stores. This also means that it is the newest way and also the way of the future for online shopping.You can easily buy and own it. It could not get any better than this!! I'm so hyped up for this. Of course there are many benefits for this e-gift cards.

BENEFITS OF E-GIFT CARDS







Everyone knows the existence of e-gift cards since online shopping has become the ‘IT’ thing in this modern era. However, some may know the use and benefits of purchasing e-gift cards. It may seem like an ordinary shopping voucher to shop at your favourite stores but it definitely is perfect for men and women to enjoy especially when they are on a tight budget. It cannot be denied that we have times when we do not have that many cash on us but still want to reward ourselves with new fashion items. This is where e-gift cards come in handy as you can enjoy shopping your saved gift card and get the items you want as long as the e-gift card is not expired.





Besides that, if you have a friend’s birthday coming on or even any special occasions, and have no idea what to give as gift to them, e-gift cards will be the perfect choice. Do some research on the sites or brands the person likes and purchase e-gift cards for them to shop online. This is definitely the perfect way if you are clueless on what to give a person as no one can ever resist the temptation of a free e-gift card to shop. 


 Other than that, e-gift cards allow you to stay within budget. For example, if you are afraid that you would shop over the budget you had set, e-gift cards is the way to go. You can buy a e-gift card with any amount available and only limit your items to reach the value amount of the gift card. It will absolutely help you only pick items which you can adjust the closest to the value of the e-gift card without ever worrying you overspend. If you are someone who loves fashion, ZALORA also offers a few choices of e-gift card values and you can purchase them immediately to experience a whole new online shopping experience.




now....
whoah that's interesting right? it makes me feel like buying the e-gift cards for myself,lol, i know that sound pathetic but actually it does not. Hey, you can also buy this for someone else as it is a prefect gift for your friends, boyfriend, girlfriend, parents, family heyyyyyyyy or even your crush *blushing* 

so what are you waiting now?

let's buy ZALORA E-gift cards! 




Monday, May 25, 2015

final exam

Assalamualaikum semua. fuhh dah lama tak conteng kat sini :( kalau ada pun mesti delete balik sebab rasa skills nak menulis tu dah hilang.

finals?

yes. petang ni at 3.00 pm first paper Bahasa Melayu Kerjaya. pandang skrin dah 1.58 am, kenapa tak tidur lagi? entah. tak ada jawapan. nak dengar lagu kejap. lepastu jelajah facebook and stuff.

argh actually stressed out sebab ni first semester of degree! tak sangka.

a kid who actually hate school so much, hate people so much actually succeed in getting into university. though life is still mundane as usual. but still being here, survived high school, foundation and here?

degree is a lot different. major changes. there's a lot of smart ass kids here, compete, rejected assignments, feelings, worrying over petty things, gained weight.

i have no point here.
i guess i shall stop and get back to youtube and after that finally heading to bed.

to be honest, im worried that i didnt study as much as my friends. idk. but i wanted to make ma and abah proud of me :(

Saturday, June 28, 2014

final

couldnt believe it until now. i  have  been here for almost 1 year and another 4 months to go before i finished my foundation programme. i had been struggling since i first entered here. it was such a bittersweet moment that i shall never forget. it happens once in lifetime. i would possibly  be telling those moments to my kids or even my grandchild. inshaAllah. we would never know when we are leaving and going back to the real place, where everything in this world doesnt matter anymore.

and that is very random thought of mine, it popped up suddenly, just spontaneously without i have to think much. well, ramadan is coming very soon. a day left. inshaAllah, i want to feel the taste of ramdan once again hopefully it will filled with beneficial activities and stuff that will increase my rewards. i am afraid of my sins, i would be a bluff if i were to say that i havent done anything wrong in my lifetime. i have been living in this world, thanks to Allah, for almost 19 years. i will reached 19 in this december though. i would be hard to know that im growing older, before this i was just a little kid that would never willingly to be apart from my mum and my dad. i would cry if my need isnt being fulfilled. i would cry and throw a tantrum if things werent like i want it to be. i would cry and being sulky and threw impolite words towards my parents if they didnt buy me what i want. i was immature and still immature kid. i have done lots of things, bad things.. i'm sure i have done lots of sins.

i couldnt think of that anymore, it was burdensome and yet heart breaking. just to imagine that, my heart breaks and would fall into pieces.

if i could.. i want to reverse time, to be that innocent person before becoming who i am now. i wish, but it will not going to happen that way.

maybe i should take lesson and be the person that i wished to be. inshaAllah. changes are never easy.

so, im feeling kinda a little homesick, and hungry. i tried to stop eating so frequently because i wante to save costs. and i ended up with eating half of my biscuits. but i did actually save up my money and reduces cost on foods. well i think the price is higher than before, even when i took 3 pieces or whatever they call and an egg i got charged for rm3.50. it was ridiculous... nevermind the food.

so last semester, i have passed my level 2 arabic and managed to get 3.58 something. Alhamdulillah, even though the gpa went down unike the previous semesters i am happy enough. i have made my parents smiled. i can see their happiness through their smiles especially my dad. my family went through a lot of things, bad ones. until i have totally forgot how it feels to cry over to think about our future. but we have started over, clean way. start from strach, trying to build our family back. trying to be part of the society once again. it is actually sad to see your parents work really hard, wake up early in the morning even though they  are in age where they should enjoy doing things or even prepare for religious activities but they wont be able to do that. to eat, they have to think twice, do they make enough money. to pay bills, to pay loans and to feed us.

my second brother made a big sacrifice, he is going to move to sibu, he worked in perak before, but just to help us he decided to move to sarawak to get bigger pay. he wanted to provide us with evrything and wanted to shower happinless to my parents but he couldnt.

besides, this-is-different-story....my father put his hope on me. he wanted me to study well have a good job, buy him a car, give money to him. and he doesnt allow me to marry unless i have those. i was kinda shocked. what if i met the love of my life that i have been waiting for the rest of life? i mean at this point of my life. should i sacrifice or not? deep down, i wanted to get married early but i know that wont happen in my life, so ma n abah, dont you worry, nobody wants your little daughter cause im not pretty and attractive for a guy to even recognize me..inshaAllah, i wanted to get married but seems like there are no hopes of that.

so i decided, not to fall to every single person(guy) in cfs or even outside. i would wait at those age when i finally fulfilled your hope, i hope so, n i wanted to stay abroad. to travel the world, since i have never been on a plane before. uhh this is embarrassing..ye i never been abroad n never been on a plane. so, i wanted to fall in love abroad with local people there.

so now, i would study hard and trying my best to follow the deen, be a good daughter, sibling, friend,society.

i will study hard and smart for this very final semester, to get 4 flat like what u have imagined abah, and will always trying to make u and ma proud to have me.

i would put my unnecessary stuff and hopes aside try to be a good daughter that would bever fail to make you both smile.

p/s: ahlan wasahlan ya ramadan, ana uhibbu ramadan. fi ramadan tujad kasiran mufidah.)(my broken arabic. since i have passed level 2 arabic n hv to continue on level 3 in gombak during degree. tehheee)

EXCUSE MY LONG POST. I HAVE TEARS WHILE WRITING ALL THESE THOUGHTS t_t